I Still Believe...

I guess I still haven't really got the hang of this blogging thing like many other people, but I PROMISE I'll get it. LOL. Finding things I want to express to random strangers is a hard thing to do. I know I said that I want to do updates on my hair, weight, etc., but there are so many other ideals and things that I can talk about [even though that may be relatable to some people]. I guess I'll still do random posts here & there. =D

Recent events in my life have occurred that have made me decide to live for the moment and go for everything I ever dreamed of. Losing my job and losing a friend are the main two. My friend was someone I had seen two months prior and he took his own life. It still messes me up because I'll always wonder if there's something I could've said or done. I would text him 'Hey. How are you?" and I always got back a "fine". I never would've guessed he was suffering that much.He was someone with soooo much promise in his future and it's depressing that he would never know how much he was loved, would never have kids, would never spend another happy moment with those who want him around. I miss him everyday.

Losing my job was my fault. It was something I had to learn the hard way. It took me forever to find my job and just a short while to lose it. I saw it as a sign that I should pursue the thing I wanted to the most: writing. Followed by graphic/web design and other geeky stuff. ;) It's time for me to find happiness in something I love the most.

I still believe in hope, love, charity, and other intangible ideas in life. There's no limit as to where someone can go and the only thing that holds you back is yourself. Think for yourself and defy the odds. =D

I guess that's all for tonight. Follow me on Twitter at twitter.com/Quanni_E & add me on Facebook at facebook.com/july7th1989 or MySpace at myspace.com/508072412.

Peace out.

PS --> I'll update you on my hair and weight later.
PSS--> I know I need to update my blog background and make it lovely....I'll do it later. LOL.