I'm Slippin', I'm Fallin', Can't Get Up....

I'm starting to slack again *smacks self back into reality*. How am I going to be successful when I can barely get myself up. This morning has been the earliest I've gotten up in 2 weeks. Damn job. LOL. Honestly I'm determined to stay on my game and make something of my life. I'm not trying to sound cocky but I have too much talent to waste. I'm tired of people telling me that I'm too smart or that I should be in school or all of these other things. That's fine and dandy, but everyone that goes to college is NOT guaranteed a job. So what's the point of wasting thousands of dollars on a piece of paper saying I'm skilled in a particular area when I possibly won't have a job on that field? My sister is graduating in May, well both of my sisters. My older sister is going to be an attorney and my younger sister is going to college in the fall to become a doctor. As far as my dad's kids go, I am the black sheep. I believe in higher learning and all of that good stuff, but it's not for me. I'm a self-teacher. i know I can't teach myself everything, but in what I want to pursue, I can and will. I want to be a writer. I want to write movies, plays, TV shows, children's books, poems. EVERYTHING. It's a passion I have always had and I don't wanna let that go. I don't want to be a doctor or lawyer, although at one point I did. I studied law that i can represent myself if need be. Only because I like to stay informed of my rights. But that's just me. *kanye shrug*

My point is that while college may not be for everyone, you should still strive your hardest to pursue some dream. If you want to go to college, go for it! If not, go for it!LOL. Seriously, there's nothing worse than wasting your life. Everyone will not be as famous as Lil Wayne or Lady GaGa. So you need a backup plan, even though that can take away from plan A. Still, you need something to fall back on. If i don't make it writing, I can still work retail. *shudders* it's not my dream life, but it is a life. 9-5's shouldn't be clowned because 1/2 of the people that clown either work there or have worked there. All in all, don't let your dream dry up like a raisin in the sun. I'm on my hustleman. =]

PS--> I Might Make My Own Layout & Twitter BG. I Feel Like being creative today. =]